The lady and the time of her life

just reached home from kkh.
im really tired):

met huihui in the morn to get my blaw tb back cos i needa prepare for tmr's lesson.
after meeting her, i really dont feel like going home alr so i went to sch.
it's crazy to go back to study on the first week of sch but i dont like to stay at home with my eldest aunt.
gah.
my loves should knw why.

still cant finish reading MA.

i dont understand a single thing i read.
can i chill a lil for the first lesson?
tomorrow is such a longggggggggg day):
i nv had an 830am lesson in term 1 bt i think i'll wake up at 6am to study.

met my sis just now to visit grandma tgt.
grandma looks good today(:
kept telling us what she ate and stuff.
she is still as tall as ever.
she stood up to go to e toilet && i stood beside her.
she is still like almost a head taller than me. haha.
i realised i haven stood beside her for a long time.
i had a really good look at her.
her legs became damn slim.
i swear that previous fall she had had alr taken a toil on her.
this is not funny.

my sis commented that my grandma's hair is becoming flatter from all e lying down.
i asked her to perm agn to prep for cny and she say she dont wan-.-
gah. nvm.
just wanna get her excited for the biggest occasion of the year for her.

from e min we reached there, she kept fussing over my sis.
maybe i was a lil jealous but im not home most of the time, of course she isnt that close to me anymore.
&& im not those kinda whiney girls.
guess all the adults prefer that kinda girls?
idk.
mum and all are always worried bout her.
im always the kind that will settle things on my own, cry on my own and stuff.
ok. maybe i do complain a lot in my blog or on twitter but never to them.
im just not independent for lil things like doing housework and stuff.
ok. is tht enough?
at least i learnt how to iron and do my own laundry during the hols.
but im still a girl ok?
i feel like im super childish here wanting some attention from my fam.
gah.
im e one who chose not to stay at home. not to blame anyone.
i wont go and hug my mum or whine or whatever.
tht's gross.
but it is also due to the fact that i seems to be all so independent and non-whiney that im very close with bro.
good and bad.

whiney girls. not me.
i dont dont even like my siblings to call me sis, just call me by my name.
it's ok to not get their attention then.
whine?? ewwwwwww.