The lady and the time of her life

Just heard from love that the stretch of railway which we shot at was already demolished. The sound of this just feels weird. I am so glad that we managed to take photos there before it's gone. On the other hand, it reminds me how precious the time we managed to spend together is(: It may be gone before we know it. So I always cherish every single moment we get to spend together.

I feel really blissful recently. Especially after I let everything out and begin to share everything with love. Drastic increase in the amount of time we get to see each other:D Life's great. But I still speak without thinking most of the time(Just like a few hours ago). I don't mean it that way. Ah. Sometimes I just let my guards too low and really blabber non stop. Seriously, just shoot me please-.-

I have never ever visualised how my future is going to be like. Maybe initially, it's just going to be fighting for a successful career, moving out and living on my own, chilling with my girlfriends during off-days,... Looking at all my colleagues got me thinking sometimes... Am I going to lead such a monotonous and boring life? Wake up, rush to work, knock off but way too tired, reach home, sleep??? Ah. I don't want that kind of life>:( But think again(something which I never ever dare to think about), I may have somebody with me in future. Hehs. So now, thinking from another perspective, it's actually worth looking forward to. It's scary how I can actually start daydreaming about it but it's a happy thought:D:D Er... In general:

I want a successful career.
I want a happy family.
I want a child.
I want to take beautiful photos of my child and do a record of his/her life since day 1.
I want to give my baby the stuff that I never get to enjoy and just give him/her my everything.
I want I want... 


But before that,... I must study triply hard in the coming semesters, I must work on my photography skills( I doubt I have any, just interested in it now),... So many things to do and got to achieve now! Gah. Why am I daydreaming here? Guess interacting with tiny kids and mummies too much just get all these into my head.


Bidding window 2 results is gonna be out at 2PM tmr! Good luck people and hope Huihui and I got our bids this time round!:D:D

Just when I learnt to be cautious in love, you came along and assured me that it's okay to let my guard down with you around.