God has plans for you

Giving tuition is giving me such a huge headache. The tiger mum is getting more and more demanding so... I decided to tell her I am going to quit at the end of the month. She demanded me to set exam papers for her son. It's so ridiculous. No buying of assessment books or past year papers. She expects me to set the papers from scratch. So tired and stressed up over it. Why is it so difficult? On the brighter note I got the econs boy! I am so happy! I have been waiting for Econs assignment ever since I started sourcing for assignments. God always have plans for us^^ Hopefully I'll find another one to replace the RI boy. So sad to let the tuition agency take away half of my hardearned money last month and yet I am not going to take it for long:(

Just asked the boyfriend to join Path. I know he won't like it since the flashy him loves to broadcast everything on Facebook since more people can see whatever he posts. For me, I still prefer Twitter, Path and Blogger. All these feels closer to heart and to be judged by fewer people. 

Talking about being judgmental. We were talking about social escort and this mpw groupmate told us that he did an extensive research on social escort. Out of curiosity, I asked him why, since he was sitting beside me, but his first reaction was, "You are judging me right?!" This is the umpteenth times people especially guys said that to me. I was just asking! I seriously didn't think much of my innocent question and his answer wasn't anything special as well. I just asked him cos he was sitting beside me. It's only natural to try to talk to the person next to you right? I guess I am more afraid of being judged than all of them whom thought I was judging them. Haha.

I am often skeptical about the nice things people said to me. It's just this defense mechanism at work ever since I survived the tough years of JC. It's just hard to trust people as you been through more things and getting hurt after misplacing your trust. I learnt a lot from Sec-JC years. That's something that's hard to change and it isn't helping as you meet more people who can potentially be a really nice close friend to have. It's just hard to believe that people truly cares about you without having anything in return.

Just some random thoughts. The boyfriend just changed his Facebook to the irritating Timeline and suddenly make a "Facebook proposal" to me to be his girlfriend, as so he claims. && I really think for a moment before accepting that.

The 5th postcard from the boyfriend:DD

The postcard was from Anne Frank Museum. I read her biography when I was Primary 3 so I can only remember bits and pieces of it now. Hmm. Hope to read it again someday.

All the workload will start building up from tomorrow:(