What happened to my summers?

I don't know what to blog about anymore. 
I am not doing anything special.
I am not talking to anybody much. 
I am not meeting anyone much. 


It's not like I am really that #foreveralone. It's just that I didn't take the initiative to ask anyone out. I know I'll have friends to meet up with for movies or ice cream even when I call them late at night. What's wrong with me?

Even though I don't quite like the people in my office cos 90% are erhem, they are really nice to me. I just don't want to sound like them after 15 weeks. Giving attitude won't work cos I am only an intern. So I am trying to be nice even when I am feeling really miserable everyday. I like to be in the office now together with Kyne and Shimin cos 'their impact' will be more concentrated and greater when we are coop up in a small room at client's place. Luckily this external audit ends today for me! I'll be able to finish my another individual project by Monday too^^V I am kind of scared of excel now but time really flies when I am fully concentrated at doing up the balance sheet and all. It gets quite fun after a while laughing at their general ledgers and the most ridiculous stuff they can claim for entertainment expenses and etc...

Probably because it's internship period now for most of us, topics will somehow revolve around exchange. I didn't think of that anymore cos I was determined not to go. I just gave my friends some advice here and there. I spent so much time and effort applying then. Sighs. It just felt weird when my friends ask me about it... Hmm. Talking about school... I really need to thank Eugene for my excellent FIIM results. Need to meet up with him after he comes back from exchange!^^




I really need a short getaway. If this sucky feeling in me doesn't go away. I am really going to just book a ticket and leave with my DSLR and a book in my bag. How great... I can't stand it anymore. I need someone who can react differently according to my different moods or just leave me alone.








Back to Nicholas Sparks movie marathon~ Shall I catch Street Dance 2 by myself tomorrow or ask someone out?